Monday, March 31, 2008

[-Insane Math's Teacher Alert-]

Woke up early..look out the window..wow such a beautiful day. ^-^ What can make the day worse. I spoke to soon. I have forgotten I had a crazy math's tuition teacher O_O..As I was about to enjoy my sunday morning. Suddenly I heard the doorbell rang. I wonder who is it? I looked out the window and I saw..MY CRAZY MATH"S TUITION TEACHER!! O_O *thinks im dead*..I let her into my house and we settled down and suddenly she starts nagging on me about how was I not being a girl and stuff like that. Then she lectured me on how I wasn't doing the workings the correct way.  Blah..Blah..Blah..It lasted for two hours. Thank god she had to leave or else I might have passed away in an early age XP. So I continued to relax for the rest of the day.

-Harimau Rocks-

Z_Z very sleepy...Oh my God..it's 5.45 am and it's a saturday and i have to go school for games carnival..Oh well..anything for my team..woke up and then I took a bath and went online..=.=" only five person are online...^-^ but they wished me all the best..reached school at 7.15 am. Sadly I was the only frisbee harimau girl that arrived..so i had to practice with the boys XP. Well they were very nice to me at least XP. =.=" Soon my team mates came and we practiced together. Later we gathered with the other frisbee players to be briefed on the rules of the games. We were up against seledang. We won them 6-0. Our next match we were up against helang. They were very tough to beat but in the end we won 4-0. ^-^ yay! we got first place T~T we are so happy. 

~Unknown~

ZzzZzz...boring..oh well what a boring way to start the day...guess there's nothing much to do..off to school. Today is game's carnival. The best thing is that there's no lessons. Yay! but it's really boring..but oh well at least I don't have to suffer stuck in classroom studying XP. ^-^ well at least I can spend time with my best friend I just got back with ^-^. But there are some "great" people to ruin the day.  I would really want to "thank" these people.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

After that sadness..I couldn't concentrate in my studies..I couldn't enjoy my favorite subjects. I really treasure her more than anything in the world. She means to much to me. I really feel the true meaning of sadness now. All this while i noticed how wasn't paying attention to life..but now after this very sad moment I think my whole life would change..I really hope I can be a better person and change my attitude and my ways towards her..I really want to get back with her..but I don't think she wants to do the same..but the question is,"Is there enough time before she leaves for good?"...All I want her to know is im gonna watch her from far and one day i'll come back to her..being her best friend again..I love you...to my beloved best friend..

Sadness forever..

For weeks I watched her from far..I really hope to make up with her after the misunderstanding we had between us..she was the best friend I love and would want to be with for eternity..I watched her making sure she's doing fine..wonder what should i say to her and to correct my mistake..as I see her far away from me,my hearted ached every moment of it. I wanted to drop her a line and tell her I was sorry but I was such a coward and couldn't pick up my courage to give her a call or send her a message. I was indeed a jerk. So I just left it in that condition for weeks. Finally she sent me a message telling me that we are no longer best friends. I was shocked at the sight at the message. Tears flowed through my eyes but I hold them from dripping. I replied her message asking what was the misunderstanding between us and said I was really sorry. She replied back,"TOO LATE!". Just seeing this words my heart snapped. I replied to her," I really hope u have a great life and i wish u all the best". She then replied,"Whatever". As i see this words, I wanted to cry again. But I held those tears and tried to be strong. But it was no use..I love her to much. Now i am going to be sad for life until i get her back..I will always remember u..my beloved best friend..

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The usual routine...wake up and head to school..*yawn*..Wish today would be more fun...today as usual we wait for the teacher to enter our class and we were very anxious to know our 1st mid semester exams. Our teacher Mr.Leong entered the class holding test papers. My heart raced as i saw him enter. I quickly commanded the class to wish him and we sat down quietly once again. Mr.Leong walked up to the white board and announced the marks we got for our exam. I walked up and received my paper. I was really disappointed i didn't get an A for my math's as i really expected for one. I was really sad. But I pulled myself together and said,"I will strive to get an A next time". Then we headed for our next lesson which was biology. I was really scared as I was afraid I was going to fail. I waited for my results patiently as she hasn't finished marking. When my name was called up. I walked up to her and received my paper.To my surprise I passed I got a 56% for the paper. I jumped with joy as I was really happy I passed even though the marks was horrible. So i went for frisbee practice and head home to have dinner and complete my homework.